Decided to not die

Its been a couple of years since my last post. I don’t want to die. I’m still here. I don’t have much to say execpt that the peer specialist that left where I see my counselor at encouraged me to get back into blogging.  If I knew what their blog title was I would give them a shout out. I just wish they didn’t leave. The other peer specialist don’t really understand. The peer that I liked wasn’t scared about me talking about sex with them. Many mental health professionals get scared whenever us clients start talking about sex. I miss them. I just wish they didn’t leave. They were awesome!!! They helped me a great deal. They didn’t care what I siad. They listened to me. They colored with me. And they ared funny as hell. It was with their help that I decided to not want to die.